I think I am...........

[Kassy]

in the middle of a panic attack.
Another dr's appt tomorrow.....and i am just........well, for once in my life......speechless.
I wonder why the fu** dr's feel they can just kinda "blow u off"..........

If i have a pain or am in pain, they should be listening......If some tell me to see another Dr....TRUST ME...they all are the same.......i am just,,,,,well sad, and without anymore words...and am going to bed.....sorry to vent in such a manner.
But thanks, for anyone who gives a sh**...

[img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] Kassy~*~~*

[*Olivia*]

finding a good doctor who cares is quite rare it seems....and when they pass you around without being able to tell you exactly what's up....just makes you worry more....

i'm sorry you're having such a time kassy....big hug

breathe...in .... out.....in....out.....deep long breaths....

rest well sweet woman [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

[Father Dave]

if it's a man doc- visualize he is dressed only in a jock strap

if a woman doc- she got nuttin on but a thong...

might work.. [img]graemlins/smarty.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/wonder.gif[/img] [img]wink.gif[/img]

<font color="#509BA4" size="1">[ June 16, 2004 11:26 PM: Message edited by: Father Dave ]</font>

[demon chloe]

Dear Kassy,

Every time I read your words like this, I just want to scream because sometimes it's like reading my own words. You're a feeler like me, and your words ramble out of you like me.

Great minds eh ? [img]wink.gif[/img]


Go to your appointment today with a clear list of what you want to accomplish... even if that is just someone listening to you sincerely. If they don't listen, move on ... get another...if that one doesn't... fly to NYC..go to another....

It's all about YOU. Only you know how you feel inside your body. It's not for anyone to dismiss or scoff at. Keep seeking until you need to seek no longer.

Im always thinking the best for you. I want you to lose that feeling of the unknown you carry around inside you. I've had that. Myne was for a very short time. But i've had a taste. Chele has had a taste of that, Fi has had a taste of that. Rely on us my friend. For when you feel frustrated or sad or overwhelmed, bring it to us, let us carry the burden for awhile for we've all been there.

I hope you found some sleep last night. I hope you let me know how it went ......


And I hope you know that we care [img]smile.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

[SummerStorm]

*hugs da purty Kassy lady*

[Kassy]

Just thank u all for caring.
chloe ya made me cry *L*...but it was a good cry *G*
I thank u all for taking the time to post on this.
I did have my appt today........and , well, i kinda..hmmmm, how do i say......."Put the dr in his place"~angelic smile~
He was kinda not "pleasant" when i first got there, and i told him i am sick and tired, not to mention DISGUSTED, that he is not listening to me.
I do believe that is when he actually opened his ears up........ and LISTENED.
Many may wonder why i see this particular dr....I will always stay with him, cuz he specializes in certain cancers, and he is familiar with My apendectomy tumor , from a couple years back,,,,,and he is the one who knows about this rare (deadly) disease, if i ever get it.
He doesn't feel it's that, and i pray i never get it, cuz , well ya simply die from it ......
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, i don't think that is what it is either, and the fact that he doesn't , makes me feel ok for now.
As far as what was discussed with him, i shall do my group email now......
I just don't feel comfortable at this point writing about it......
Thanks again friends........these posts meant the world to me.
And Demon..........you f'n rawkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk *G* [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

[JohnUK]

A firm and angry Kassy would scare the you-know-what out of me... [img]tongue.gif[/img]

Stay positive, Kassy...

And never forget where your friends are if you need them...

[img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

[Blazey]

*points up to all the posts above mine*..words from folks who care...read amy's words twice..cuz she said what i would have wanted to say..and quite alot better.. [img]wink.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]